Amma

"Pedave Palikina Matallone Teeyani Mate Ama kadile devata ama kantiki veloogama tanalo mamate kalipi pedootoondi moodaga tana lali pataloni sarigama panchootoondi prema madhoorima"

I'm the luckiest person on the planet because, I have my mom beside me always when ever I was desperate for help, inspiration and best friend. It won't be enough, even though I am conveying about my mom (amma) in the preceding sentences, most of the people feel dejected and keeps on reiterating that, I'm not the luckiest person, even if they have mom(amma) behind them all the time because they haven't achieved what they thought. The lyrics which I mentioned earlier are absolutely true and flawless, which described about mom (amma) in an enchanting way and what she feel about her son or daughter. The day she can't forget is her son or daughter birthday, until the day she is no more in the world. I still  remember the days when she used to have tears in her eyes, when I was studying my First class because I had to stay in visakhapatnam and she in Hyderabad, I wasn't able to feel her affection at that point of time. As the years passed, the gap between my mom and me got diminished, she has sacrificed her comfortable life to nurture me, as I wasn't focusing on my studies. In the beginning she thought that, will my son be able to pursue degree but, today, she proudly says that my son is an "ENGINEER". It was her dream to see me as an engineer and start to live on my own. Behind this successful achievement lies a mournful story, in my sixth class, I failed in final examination then the next day my mom has resigned her job even though she was eminent in the company because my future was at stake. After she left the job, we faced financial hindrances and it continued 3 years, during this interim she faced many nightmares and obstacles, these din't shatter her will power in turn they made her more firmed. She used to work like a machine at day and night to give comfort to me such that, I can work hard, she din't cared about herself. Everyone used to say to my mom in a sarcastic manner that, can your son be an engineer and was being humiliated all the time. She din't got any moral support but, she fought back against all the odd and carved me like a precious diamond from a carbon.

Mom(Amma) kept ingeminating that, "Never let yourself down in difficult circumstances try to be positive minded, then you will come out with flying colors". The love she pours on me is eternal, there is no way that it would be diminished, I feel mom and dad are the ones who are superior to god. I am always indebted to my mom although, I stand beside her when she needs me, I won't abandon my parents at any cost, if I do, then there is no meaning to my life and I can't forgive myself ever. I see old people walking on their own, travelling in buses, performing menial works and accomplishing their daily things in spite of these hurdles they don't discomfort their ones, I feel emotional and pity towards them. I don't know how can the people leave their parents in old age home and such people don't deserve to be on earth. The parents suffer alot, as there are no dear ones to look after them nor have a chance to enjoy with their nephew or niece, even though they have shelter and food provided my old age homes. They feel that what was the sin I have committed to see myself in this worst condition. The sweetest word is "AMMA" as well as "DAD" these can't be replaced with anything even by elixir. Sometimes parents chide us because we are going in wrong direction it doesn't mean that they don't care us any more, if one thinks in this way then he or she is completely an immature. My mom is so sensitive and emotional whenever I go out she worries about me and will be awake until I return to home, she can't live without me all her hopes are linked with me and I will not discomfort or let down her in anyway. I can't tolerate if anyone points at my mom, she is my angel and shall be forever.......




My sincere advise to all of you is, please don't leave your parents alone, they need you always even though they say u r presence is not necessary but, deep down they love you more than themselves. Be kind to them, no matter what your going through or what they have done to you it is because of them you are able to see the beautiful nature. Let me remind you something which is vital if u have blessing from mom(amma) then their is always success in your life.......I can't live with out my mom