Amma

"Pedave Palikina Matallone Teeyani Mate Ama kadile devata ama kantiki veloogama tanalo mamate kalipi pedootoondi moodaga tana lali pataloni sarigama panchootoondi prema madhoorima"

I'm the luckiest person on the planet because, I have my mom beside me always when ever I was desperate for help, inspiration and best friend. It won't be enough, even though I am conveying about my mom (amma) in the preceding sentences, most of the people feel dejected and keeps on reiterating that, I'm not the luckiest person, even if they have mom(amma) behind them all the time because they haven't achieved what they thought. The lyrics which I mentioned earlier are absolutely true and flawless, which described about mom (amma) in an enchanting way and what she feel about her son or daughter. The day she can't forget is her son or daughter birthday, until the day she is no more in the world. I still  remember the days when she used to have tears in her eyes, when I was studying my First class because I had to stay in visakhapatnam and she in Hyderabad, I wasn't able to feel her affection at that point of time. As the years passed, the gap between my mom and me got diminished, she has sacrificed her comfortable life to nurture me, as I wasn't focusing on my studies. In the beginning she thought that, will my son be able to pursue degree but, today, she proudly says that my son is an "ENGINEER". It was her dream to see me as an engineer and start to live on my own. Behind this successful achievement lies a mournful story, in my sixth class, I failed in final examination then the next day my mom has resigned her job even though she was eminent in the company because my future was at stake. After she left the job, we faced financial hindrances and it continued 3 years, during this interim she faced many nightmares and obstacles, these din't shatter her will power in turn they made her more firmed. She used to work like a machine at day and night to give comfort to me such that, I can work hard, she din't cared about herself. Everyone used to say to my mom in a sarcastic manner that, can your son be an engineer and was being humiliated all the time. She din't got any moral support but, she fought back against all the odd and carved me like a precious diamond from a carbon.

Mom(Amma) kept ingeminating that, "Never let yourself down in difficult circumstances try to be positive minded, then you will come out with flying colors". The love she pours on me is eternal, there is no way that it would be diminished, I feel mom and dad are the ones who are superior to god. I am always indebted to my mom although, I stand beside her when she needs me, I won't abandon my parents at any cost, if I do, then there is no meaning to my life and I can't forgive myself ever. I see old people walking on their own, travelling in buses, performing menial works and accomplishing their daily things in spite of these hurdles they don't discomfort their ones, I feel emotional and pity towards them. I don't know how can the people leave their parents in old age home and such people don't deserve to be on earth. The parents suffer alot, as there are no dear ones to look after them nor have a chance to enjoy with their nephew or niece, even though they have shelter and food provided my old age homes. They feel that what was the sin I have committed to see myself in this worst condition. The sweetest word is "AMMA" as well as "DAD" these can't be replaced with anything even by elixir. Sometimes parents chide us because we are going in wrong direction it doesn't mean that they don't care us any more, if one thinks in this way then he or she is completely an immature. My mom is so sensitive and emotional whenever I go out she worries about me and will be awake until I return to home, she can't live without me all her hopes are linked with me and I will not discomfort or let down her in anyway. I can't tolerate if anyone points at my mom, she is my angel and shall be forever.......




My sincere advise to all of you is, please don't leave your parents alone, they need you always even though they say u r presence is not necessary but, deep down they love you more than themselves. Be kind to them, no matter what your going through or what they have done to you it is because of them you are able to see the beautiful nature. Let me remind you something which is vital if u have blessing from mom(amma) then their is always success in your life.......I can't live with out my mom

Rejuvenation of my Confidence

It was the day (24 feb 2012) I felt terrible, shattered and worried about my future. I wasn't able to fight back the negativity in my mind which kept on multiplying as the days moved on, I thought this was end of my successful career but my positiveness keeps on thriving that u have the ability to achieve anything u desire. After few weeks from that day I was trying to dampen the negativity in me but, again I faced a situation where I met failure in spite of working hard and others were succeeded because of hap, I felt that this evil (-ve) thing was gaining on me and this time it was even worse. As the time passed, I was the acquiring my confidence bit by bit, as the exams were approaching in blistering way, I have to cope up with my mind and started working hard to achieve good percentage to secure distinction. Fortunately, I did well in my final exams of my graduation and began enjoying with my buddies as it was time to say good bye to all since, the journey of 4 yrs was over, so next day we all visited "Jalavihar" to have fun, it was a fabulous day in life as well as gloomy day because I can't meet all my friends as everyone has their own plans.




The time moved on, it was time for results, I secured distinction in my graduation but I wasn't enjoying in spite of this achievement as I was having a vague idea about my future. The day which boosted my confidence and positiveness was on 22 June 2012 in a gradual manner, I was informed about an organization which is conducting workshop on "Soft Skills" and I gave my name as volunteer in it. I was excited to participate and involve in it completely and I was improving myself by meeting new people who are filled with vitality and zeal to accomplish the work even though the challenges strike at them. Initially, I don't know how this organization can conduct with huge expectation, I was startled, when I heard that this workshop was free of cost for everyone. There was burden on all volunteers to make this workshop a grand success, hence we all were being assigned tasks like interacting with authorities, students, putting banners at various locations and visiting engineering colleges to explain what this workshop is all about. I wasn't feeling stressful and exhausted after accomplishing these tasks but was slated with enthusiasm and energetic because the reason behind it is I was helping others such that they get benefited at the end of this program.




I learned many things in this organization the prominent one was to help others, be optimistic even in difficult times as there is a cite " Have a smile on your face in the tough situation every time then one day u can face the tough situation in a delightful manner ". This organization has enhanced my interpersonal communication skills, ability to focus under pressure, I feel that these two are must for a person. Now, I feel rejuvenated in my inner, I am ready to face any challenge and get the best out of it. I am glad to share the name of the organization which is known for its serving mankind is "SRI SATYA SAI SEVA ORGANIZATION". I am debt to this organization and I take a oath that I will serve mankind in what ever I have. I realized that there will good as well as bad times in life but always be optimistic then for sure you will succeed in life and reach new heights.




This is how my confidence was rejuvenated :)